suppose to be copy notes for all the lectures i missed :/ but i am so easily distracted, oh wells! haha, i have been telling wonderful stories to my classmates, who clearly (do not) appreciate them, tsk! haha school has been quite fun! i think, minus the boring lectures. and fats bud is making my night, haha and curing my headache

she is damn ironic you see!

i am fats bud#2;        headache says:
LOL
lucky i dont take geog haha
i was writing econs happily
then my teacher said
many of you didnt answer the question!
GG
way to go; says:
HAHAHA no la
must have faith
i think i’m getting econs back tmr
sure fail
hopefully i get S not U
i am fats bud#2;        headache says:
LOOK WHO IS TALKING HAHA
quotes ‘must have faith’
i shall blog it
OMG
way to go; says:
NO BUT WE MUST ALSO BE REALISTIC

srsly! haha and we are planning to get a BUDS grade haha damn hilarious

i am fats bud#2;        headache says:
MAYBE I SHOULD GET BUDS
haha
way to go; says:
HAHAHAHA OMG YEAH
i am fats bud#2;        headache says:
u for physics
d for chem and s for econs? hmm
way to go; says:
b for gp? (crosses fingers)
i am fats bud#2;        headache says:
possible
way to go; says:
HAHAHA no your econs won’t s la
i am fats bud#2;        headache says:
i got b for mathssss
hahahaha
way to go; says:
hahaha i’m thinking for myself!
i am fats bud#2;        headache says:
HAHA
BUDS
buds is good
way to go; says:
b-gp, u-geog, d-lit, s-math!
HOLA
i am fats bud#2;        headache says:
YAY
way to go; says:
i realize i didn’t count econs
nvm budss

i am fats bud#2;        headache says:
LOL HAHA

anw, i cannot wait to kick some balls tmr

back to copying notes :/

screwed physics, argh. should have done faster but i was feeling so sleepy and sian diao doing physics in the morning! was like telling myself, you studied so hard, you wont want to regret not doing your best to prevent myself from conking out :/oh wells, what is done is done. econs was a bit better, at least i vomited out what i knew and started writing crap, haha ashes apparently wrote that carbon emissions lead to global warming which leads to crop failure (not maket failure!) srsly, i swear he is going to get transferred to a geog class! and he was like drawing fishes in the seawater instead of the iceberg, joker sia. anyway, tmr is gp, all the best to everyone who is dying :3 reading like the thick thick book and i swear rj’s ppl essays are a zillion times better than vj, how sad. but it’s the cold hard truth.

muggers pwnz the world. yay. hopefully i have a fruitful maths mugging trip tmr haha, i swear i need a miracle to save me from failing math, rah. 2 down, 3 more to go and soccer to look forward to, but there is a class (girls) outing haha, i am so spoilt for choice. looking forward to 24th july <3 <3 <3 liverpool is love <3 <3 <3 cant wait! hope they really come to vj and i am going to GO CRAZY. haha okay stevie g is my source of motivation to study till friday and then can chillax awhile before studying for promos ( so hardcore cus i dont want to choing agn, very tiring ): )

yay okay i am gona sleep alr

my grandma was a strong woman, mentally, she never gives up no matter how tough it is.

it was time for her to go, i guess. her cancer had spread extensively over her body and it was causing her so much pain ): she even had difficulty breathing through the oxygen tube ): the last time i visited her was saturday 13-06-2009, maybe if i didnt go she will wait for me to visit her before she goes.. i should’ve gone with my dad on that evening, i wanted but i couldnt make a decision in time as my dad was rushing off alr.. sigh, so many should haves.

the last 2 times i saw her she was in so much pain, looking at her i think it was really better for her to go, she couldnt walk probably and had no appetite ): she had changed so much since i last saw her on her 77th birthday in may, not too long ago. cancer can kill so easily, i am worried for my mum ): sigh.

anyway, i will miss my grandma, sometimes when i mention her and realise that she is no longer around makes me feel so emptyy.

when i was a child, my grandma brought me up, she played with me, taught me cantonese and always be there for me and my sister when my parents were out. i miss the times we go to the market, i miss the times we watch channel 8 drama series together, i miss the times when my dad was overseas and she will always be there to accompany my mum, my sis and me so that the house with livier. i miss the delicious cantonese food that she cooks for us, i always looked forward to going home in primary school, cus there will always be food, cooked by my grandma. i miss, i miss, i miss, but now they will remain part of my wonderful memory of you, grandma.

i never really cried, i guess i didnt want to show my real emotions to others but i had watery eyes quite a few times, a few of the vivid ones was when my cousin, mindy, who just flew back from brisbane today and directly went to see my grandma in the coffin, talking about it even makes me want to cry and another was my uncle crying when he saw my grandma in the coffin despite seeing her before countless times. i really dont know how to react, so i am blogging, haha.

rest in peace grandma

i hope my mum gets well and gets her wishes fulfilled..):

P.S. my grandma had all her wishes fulfilled (:

jie no money, next time buy you present

damn fat todayy. went to kushin-bo for japanese buffet for dinnerrrrr eeeeeeks! and omg went to icc to eat ice cream!!! shitzxzx, die alr ): tmr go gym and popular shopping for slv stuff :/my studying is quite screwed, hurry study cheryl! before tyh comes after me!!! blehhh.

TAUPOK RACHEL!!! xP

was damn bored after sending coach off at the airport to perth, it was not very sad, no tears, typical of coach somehow.. haha anw was damn bored after dinner at the foodcourt -which i took a million years deciding what to eat- had soya ice cream heh! then i decided to msg fats bud (which was a damn good decision!!!) then we decided to meet at dhoby ghaut while fats bud ate and ate and ate, okay actually she only ate a bowl of mi fen with fried fish and then we shared a ice kachang WITHOUT RED BEAN ): damn fat!!! then it was the fun part! we went to the arcade and played the baseball game, apparently we are called cbbbbbba-smth :/ on the scoreboard, ohwells, not too bad ranked 10th! then fatsbud went to like play outrun2 and complained about how much she de-proved THEN THE REAL THING!!! WE WENT TO PLAY THE BASKETBALL MACHINE AND GOT A NEW HIGH SCORE :D:D OMG!!! HIGHEST EVER! :3

from humble beginnings...

TO OUR HIGHSCORE!!!

fats bud ftw!

been to shanghai and backk, having a flu (dont worry no fever!) it was quite fun, camwhored in the wax museum, check it out on facebook it was okay, except i am worried for my mum ): she is feeling rather unwell these days after the trip and stuff and she is taking m_ _ _ _ _ _e ): sigh.

just went to the gym and almost died cus i couldnt breathe properly through my nose :3 ohwells, was feeling damn unfit whattt! anw feeling much better now, as compared to just out of the gym, omg.

AND I NEED TO STUDYYYYYY, dont know if i am going to st nicks or starbucks to study ltr, hmm. i would prefer st nicks, more budget and can see the liverpool drink stall uncle!!! x) haha okay i shall start studying soon first while waiting for ppl to reply me!

going to shanghai soon, in like around 24 hrs :/ i am like damn stressed can. i really hope the idea can be settled and done soon. i am so worried about pw! >< sigh.

anyway on a happier note, i think i ran my best 4.8km run today, yay 3.3 wasnt that bad either =x

damn tired, gona sleep and work on pw tmr :/

TAUPOKKK xD

hope next year also the same

i feel slack, for not training for 4 days! :/and my body is reacting weirdly to junk food, fried food, fast food and no training. headache sucks i swear. my head was throbbing so badly that i thought my head was going to explode at jbs. got scolded/nagged by my parents (again!), so i am now studying my ass off, trying to, i guess..ionic equilibrium is tough y’know! haha kinda fell asleep during the nagging part =x haha. i believe i need to rest like now. so i shall just read a bit more of ionic equilibrium to feel not lost in tmr’s chem tutorial, tata (:

had lots of things on during the weekend, kfc on friday after winning the championship, sat had pw meeting and then bbq at bethany’s house! woke up at 5am today to go to ecp for the passion run cip, then went for tuition (damn imba sia!!!) came home and slept like a pig till dinner then eat dinner before having pw meeting on skype haha. and here i am stoning at my econs hwk :/ doubt i am going to finish it haha. but at least i finish it. tmr then evaluate it and do part c luh haha i am lazy to the max, tmr probably will do my work bah, shall not come online lol.

tmr’s the guy’s match. ALL THE WAY MAN! BEAT MJ!!!

3-1!

the score doesnt matter as long as we won it!!!

vjsg is the bestt!

treble for next year!

jiayou j1s

I LOVE VJSG! <3